| Have you ever |
[Jun. 9th, 2008|09:30 pm] |
Have you ever sat in your parked car in front of your home with the air conditioner on cd in smoking on a cigarette and pretending its a vacation on any riveria as your kids duke it out in the apartment you just escaped from? I highly recommend it. |
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| My Head |
[Jun. 5th, 2008|08:42 am] |
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My head feels like it is in a vice grip and has felt that way for approximately 18 hours now. What the hell could that be? Besides the most godawfulheadache of a lifetime? |
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| random weirdness |
[May. 12th, 2008|10:58 am] |
Yesterday, as I walked down my block I noticed an older woman, about 50 or so, spraying herself down with a can of Lysol or Neutrair....
So I thought to myself 'what the fuck have you been up to that you have to drown yourself in lysol?' |
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| Remember The Time |
[May. 2nd, 2008|09:16 am] |
As I sit and wait for the words to start flowing
Knowledge is power
By knowing is knowing
Heart words stored deep within
Dig with me
Remember the time we sucked on sugar cane and laughed as the juice drippled down our chins and oh god I can remember your grin touched my loins damn your back was so strong I fell to my knees and the praying began as I
Worshipped you
Remember the time we danced in that puddle, you had to hold me because my four inch heels wobbled my knees and it was all right because no one was watching and the water was like rain making us drip I never figured out how it ran down my thighs oh how I
Worshipped you
Remember the time you found that gray hair how you laughed as I said hey don’t cut me there but you did and though shorn I was gray no more and you found a place to rest your head as you
Worshipped me
Remember the time when shit was tight and I fretted and worried I couldn’t feed you right but you lifted my chin as you touched my lips and ate your rice and the next day I laughed out loud cause you came home with a whole damn cow and a sheepish grin cause you
Worshipped me
And now as we sit by this fire no words are spoken because knowledge is power but knowing is knowing our heart words are stored deep and we always dug in |
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| I Wanna Know |
[Apr. 30th, 2008|03:37 pm] |
which herion junkie invented skinny jeans? I damn near took off my pinky toe today trying on a pair. I thought my calves would stroke out.
They where however the butt bra of choice and I got em. |
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| Sing along |
[Apr. 21st, 2008|08:34 am] |
I can't get this out of my head. It's an oldie for sure and even though I'm in the office, I am singing along as I type as if no one is listening. Which pretty much sums up who I am.
Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
On the day you were born
the angels got together
and decided to create a dream
come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
of gold and
starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you (follow you) all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
On the day you were born
the angels got together
and decided to create a dream
come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
of gold and
starlight in your eyes of blue
da da da, da, da, dadaddaaaa, da da da, da da da
Just like me
They long to be
Close to youuuuuuuuu
;-p |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 11th, 2008|08:29 am] |
Yesterday I decided to edit my mental list of what I want in a lover/partner/mate. I went over my list for hours and then put it away as work started to flow in.
So my list followed me into my dreams....
I dreamed of a man who was golden bronzed, patient, kind and ever faithful. I kept appearing up late for our dates because I would have to do odd things like shave off a mustache (which I do not have -- thank god cause in my dream it was pretty thick). When I explained the reason I was late he told me I could have kept the mustache, he would loved me either way. Then I showed up at another date late because my hairdresser decided to give me a roller set rather than a blow out (ok, even in a dream state I knew that was going to be a disaster), so I flew into a restaurant looking crazy and he told me I am beautiful and pulled a roller from my hair.
And then later in my dream he lifted me from a bath and declared he would marry me as I said wait, wait, wait, but, but, but....and he laughed and said -- when you are ready I will marry you.
Ok so apparently I'm subconsciously looking for Christ or my father's unconditional love in a mate, while I bump along doing all the silly things I'm prone to do....I certainly hope that works out for me. And you know what? When I woke up this morning I felt pretty certain that it will. |
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| Today's Horoscope |
[Apr. 8th, 2008|07:46 am] |
You may not be sailing off into the sunset today, Keisha, but at least you can start planning for it. It is time to take a reserved approach with your emotions. You might feel as if a damper has suddenly been put on your fun. Bu sometimes it is important to restrict ourselves in order to learn the lessons of discipline and patience.
yay--so I guess today will pretty much suck.
Did I mention I'm head over heels with the guy I'm seeing. Head over heels. |
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| Yay |
[Mar. 4th, 2008|08:27 am] |
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Tomorrow I'm going to see Jill Scott. Sweet! |
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| I remember the time |
[Mar. 3rd, 2008|09:18 pm] |
Last year happiness for me could be summed up in a simple dish. Yellow rice. This year happiness is more like salsa and sex. Perfect combination.
My weekend was very nice, but now I'm in the uncomfortable position of can't get him off my mind. I hate that. And love it too. I am determined however, not to get obsessively attached over here....or so my mantra goes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|04:21 pm] |
Tonight my date and I are going to dinner and the movies. I'm sitting here trying to figure out how I can make that dinner and the club without seeming completley uncompromising. I can't help it, I'm in dancing mode today, well ok, I've been in dancing mode for approximately 12 weeks now and I don't see that changing in the near future.
Funny, I used to be a homebody, completely content to spend my weekend indoors. Now I start to feel very anxious if I'm not out there on the dance floor. Bizarre addiction, huh. |
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| Rough Draft |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|09:07 pm] |
It's not exactly saying what I'm seeing...definitely needs more work
The Falling
Hey man
the fall from the grace
of this woman
isn't easy
Trust you haven't landed yet
See that glittering heartened
Sliver
Thankful that I no longer need
It
But you should bite it
So your bowels can feel
What your heart gave up
In that uncaring moment
That separated the undone
From done |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|08:03 pm] |
Tonight on the #1 train a man is his late 20's started 'preaching'. First he started with the 70/30 doctrine, loudly stating that 70% of white people are the devils, while the other 30% are ok....next stop, about 70% of the white men moved to the next car. He started preaching the 70/30 doctrine louder, proclaiming that as a young Portuguese man, God had moved him to spread the word that 70% of white people where devils, particularly white Americans and the other 30% where just stupid. Next stop the three remaining white men moved to the next car. All the white women stayed exactly where they where, cause if you know anything about NY women of any color, they move for no one, especially if they have a seat during rush hour. And we remember the 6%er movement of the 80's which died out in less than a year.
So now that he only had an audience of women, all plugged into their ipods, either pretending to ignore this fool or stared at him deadpane...the spirit moved him to speak loudly against New Jersey folk and how they were trying to take over the West Side. Ok, now I'm annoyed, I mean why be ignorant all the way, it's not New Jersey folk taking over the West Side stupid, it's Columbia. Really go read a newspaper. Five more stops and he picks up his cell phone...and we get to overhear his side of the conversation which was about his record deal.
Now, I practically get the hives...why is it every motherloving 20 something male in NY has illusions of record deals? I gave up, and moved to the next car. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 30th, 2008|09:31 am] |
Let It Go -- Keyshia Cole(feat. Missy Elliott, Lil Kim)
You need to get if he don't wanna
Love you the right way he ain't gonna
It ain't where he's at its where he
Where he wanna be
(Huh huh oOoh)
(Huh huh oOoh)
(Huh huh oOoh)
(Huh huh)
(I don't want yo man)
Cause I got it like that
But it ain't even gotta be like that
(Eh he he he he)
Yo man he be callin me back
Cause see I'm fine and a matter of fact
(Eh he he he he)
He asked how I do dat dat
Fit my jeans over baby fat
Listen
I don't know the type of tricks he playin
But I should warn you I don't want ya man
I understand why you wanna try
Make him stay home late at night
But if wanna go he'll be gone no lie
I can't explain how many times I tried
How many times I cried
Thinkin about mine and where he might be
Remember when I gave everything I got
Couldn't get deep down inside
How ya love someone who didn't love me
But now I get if he don't wanna
Love you the right way he ain't gonna
It ain't where he's at it's where he
Where he wanna be
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
[Missy Elliott]
When this song come on in the club
They gon be like
Damn that's hot
And when they play it in they car
They gon drop they tops like
Damn that's hot
They gon mix it wit Biggie "It was all a dream" like
Damn that's hot
Me and Keyshia won't stop
Til the tick don't tock like
Damn that's hot
[Keyshia Cole]
Now understand why I take my time
Cause you come wit alibis
Trynna get me to see thats where you trynna be
But I dont want yo man
Yo mans been callin me
Trynna get me to see
That he wants me to be wit him
But he ain't the one for me
And if you only knew
You would
Do what you had to
Finally see that
[Hook 2]
You need to get if he don't wanna
Love you the right way he ain't gonna
It ain't where he's at its where he
Where he wanna be
[Chorus]
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
[Lil Kim]
Here's a little lesson Lil Kim don't stress em
Kick em all straight to the curb like Beckham
Broke up wit my Ex he wit her for now but
Little do she know she just a rebound
Callin my phone she so outta pocket
I been there before o'girl you need to stop it
Trickin on me when he tell you he ain't got it
You don't get the picture
My pictures in his wallet
Never ever thought I would leave him alone
But I let a dog roam now he wanna come home
But I
Don't trust him
Though I still love him
No longer want him
Lookin at his cousin
Kinda buzzin
Loose off the goose
Got him on a chase like cranberry juice
When he's wit you he's wishin it was me
You might be where he's at but I'm where
He wanna be (Baby Baby!)
Let It Go
Let It Go Let It Go Let It Go
Let It Go Let It Go Let It Go
Let It Go Let It Go Let It Go
[Chorus]
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
If he ain't gonna love you
The way he should
Then let it go
And if he ain't gonna treat you
The way he should
Then let it go
[Missy Elliott]
When this song come on in the club
They gon be like
Damn that's hot
And when they play it in they car
They gon drop they tops like
Damn that's hot
They gon mix it wit Biggie "It was all a dream" like
Damn that's hot
Me Kim and Keyshia don't stop
Til the tick don't tock like
Damn that's hot |
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| What to do |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|07:11 pm] |
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I'm not sure what to do this weekend...dancing or Atlantic City -- I want to do both!!! |
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| All about the panties |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|06:58 pm] |
I'm a girl and like most girls (I suspect) I love wearing sexy panties, bras undergarments, etc. Especially when I dressed conservatively...it makes me feel, well, sneaky in a librarian type of way.
Anyway, I knew today was a Monday when my really, really expensive lace tights started rolling down mid-thigh as I walked up the stairs to the L this morning...taking my lace boyshorts along for the ride. There was absolutely no way to hitch them up without looking like I had a situation going on.
So, I rode the subway for 30 odd minutes, assed out. Literally. I walked slowly two blocks to the nearest Starbucks, and did the hitch in the bathroom. Then I walked slowly three more blocks to work, my steps measured as my tights did a fast descend to my mid thigh again. What the hell. Once I got into work, I was able to perform an emergency operation which transformed my expensive tights into a pair of expensive tighhighs....and Monday rolled on. |
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| Still Standing |
[Jan. 7th, 2008|01:31 pm] |
Quick life update. I've been dating...and doing a hell of a lot of salsa/merenque dancing. And, I'm loving it. E is kind of losing his mind about that at the moment. Oh well.
I also found an on myspace. From 18 years ago. Big fun. |
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| On Courage |
[Dec. 27th, 2007|09:04 am] |
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Pakistan's Bhutto was assassinated. I will not pretend to know much about Pakistan's politics, but I applaud her courage and strength. |
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